medical...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Sun May 05, 2019 9:00 pm

fuck
today is bad
don't understand
hope this boils over

starting shit with complete strangers on the street bad

wont last long this way...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Tue May 07, 2019 11:53 am

bad
bad bad

all bad...

Intrinsic · Post by **Intrinsic** » Tue May 07, 2019 5:24 pm

Fear and Loathing ...
Always could be worse :sharkbite:

Just dont start

any cops

Breath .. :puffpass:

whooosh
When in need
a friend with weed
is a friend indeed

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Wed May 08, 2019 10:37 am

youd think there was no end to down
guess im gonna figure it out...

Irwin the Troll · Post by **Irwin the Troll** » Wed May 08, 2019 12:10 pm

Keep on the sunny side friend. You'll be okay when you reach your destination. I assume your headed west for some medical marijuana? I just finished my court appointed rehab, so I'm semi clear to smoke, since my probation officer, says I can use medical MJ, the court won't interfere with medical issues between me and a dr.

So I've just taken my first hit of good shit, since November, and Boy! does my back feel better.

Intrinsic · Post by **Intrinsic** » Wed May 08, 2019 3:50 pm

“Courage is not the absence of despair; it is, rather, the capacity to move ahead in spite of despair.” ~Rumi

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Fri May 10, 2019 2:56 am

they had me commited
then tossed me out
pocked my shit

and threw away all my weed

missed a penvape

heh

ignorant fuck

you cant believe how insane that place was
how purposefully it was designed and implemented to be that way

I did ok
grew up in lighter version
read everything there about is to
so I knew
and knew how to let it roll off me

but the suffering of the others I got to witness
both the new inductees
and they men whod been trapped there for years

maddening

empaths needs to be very careful what they let themselves witness
experience

I wasn't
got sloppy
cant happen again

much better targets than anything ive a bead on now...

made it to socal
hate that abbreviation btw

hooked up and fucked off for a few days
made some mess
they so fucking deserved it thougj

got in with that program I wanted
full service
get this tumor addressed

rolled in without a room or prosepects so
have one a week later is amazing

but I will get my phone back in a couple weeks and if I can learn to use its antiquated shit
means mabe I can interact here

does our sight work on the cheapest flip phone verison had available a month ago?

we shall see...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Fri May 10, 2019 3:13 am

rumi good
good good thing im well digested so much of him and the others get it

ive at time described despair
but im not as submit to it as suggested

apologies

you are most of my good friends
thank you for tolerating my musings

your kindness is well demonstrated

Lrus007 · Post by **Lrus007** » Fri May 10, 2019 7:03 pm

safe travels my friend
Lrus007

Irwin the Troll · Post by **Irwin the Troll** » Mon Jun 24, 2019 2:46 pm

Sounds like you've landed safely. Just remember...when caught in a rip current..swim laterally to the coastline until you are free of the turmoil.