medical...

[Dick Fein]

Last night I was having trouble spelling so I posted phonetically. It was benign. Thanks for asking.

[Lrus007]

i got it, glad it was good news.

[rSin]

heh!
youd think IDA deciphered that one!!!

congrats!

[bentech]

ptsd

I don't remember anything like it this time

boom boom boom boom boom

gunfire

I have to reach down and hold on
lasts about ten seconds

no warning

makes getting anything done difficult

[bentech]

I got two throw the chest
it was bad
nine units of blood on the table
surgeon said no chance

but somehow
I didn't kickoff

I don't remember that first week

the second and the third fucking hurt

[bentech]

gunfire
gunfire
gunfire

I guess its good
me wishing to survive...

[bentech]

I see it now
something
I could let go

[bentech]

but im so fucking trying...

[Intrinsic]

Don't let go
you let your guard down the police state will shoot you again
Sitting on a fence that's a dangerous course you can even catch a bullet from the peacekeeping force- Mark Knopfler


Take care man

[rSin]

Last night was bad
Went through my phone looking for a friendly voice
Was tempted to call my family

So today finds me at riversides
Mental health urgent care

Its a 24 hour deal
They allow phone calls

951.509.2499

Ask for mark

[rSin]

So it appears i havnt eaten since last thursday

hurts so bad to start back up
Fuck