Tokalot VI

deran · Post by **deran** » Thu Feb 16, 2017 2:42 pm

im trough with that shit already more than 20 years ago ... yeah i had my "bad" times .... but seeing how its damping your emotions and your life, thats not soemthing for me ...

im the opposite character, i want to live and to expirience life in all of its beauty

and not to wake up and ask myself, where did previous year go to, what happend .... nah, thats not my kind of beer

contrary , im hording here an epic stash bunker for that 1 day to free my mind , atm its impossible to dive into the psychodlic world, as im sure it wont have an good end ...

what a fuckin situation ....

MadMoonMan · Post by **MadMoonMan** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:36 am

deran wrote:im trough with that shit already more than 20 years ago ... yeah i had my "bad" times .... but seeing how its damping your emotions and your life, thats not soemthing for me ...

im the opposite character, i want to live and to expirience life in all of its beauty

and not to wake up and ask myself, where did previous year go to, what happend .... nah, thats not my kind of beer

contrary , im hording here an epic stash bunker for that 1 day to free my mind , atm its impossible to dive into the psychodlic world, as im sure it wont have an good end ...

what a fuckin situation ....

lol doh.. I'm there now my Friend. I'm at jumping off precipice.

Waiting? looking for the right moment to step off the ledge from

Corporate control..

live my last days free to say Fuck You bitches.

Let me die with my boots on.

MadMoonMan · Post by **MadMoonMan** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:39 am

I'm wondering about micro psychotropics.

My past was try everything once. 1 hit square acid was my minimum. Buy the ride and hang on.

MadMoonMan · Post by **MadMoonMan** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:47 am

Had some weird trips.

first one I realized how dirty we all are.

saw the pure selfishness in us all

deep down inside that animal core brain

me

SCARED the S H double hockey sticks out of me.

At the core its all us.

I could hear it in every word said.

Young and innocent and 21

grimy animals

confined to the dirt of the earth

Then later realized

We as intelligent beings try to suppress our evil selfish inclinations.

Lrus007 · Post by **Lrus007** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:48 am

what size boot ? can i have them after your gone ?
thanks in advance Lrus007

Butters · Post by **Butters** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:53 am

MadMoonMan wrote:
My past was try everything once. 1 hit square acid was my minimum. Buy the ride and hang on.

I was the same way...crossed the line, broke something, and still trying to find my way back....
Had some damn good times though

MadMoonMan · Post by **MadMoonMan** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:57 am

I broke a lot of things along the way to.

MadMoonMan · Post by **MadMoonMan** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 1:59 am

patience is a virtue

best advice there is

Lrus007 · Post by **Lrus007** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 2:04 am

i tried everything it seems over and over.. fun ride back then.
used to drink like a fish at times also.
odd i am not hooked on anything. i got bored with them.
funny how things change.
Lrus007

Butters · Post by **Butters** » Sat Feb 18, 2017 9:51 am

Butters wrote:
MadMoonMan wrote:
My past was try everything once. 1 hit square acid was my minimum. Buy the ride and hang on.
I was the same way...crossed the line, broke something, and still trying to find my way back....
Had some damn good times though

MadMoonMan wrote:I broke a lot of things along the way to.

MadMoonMan wrote:patience is a virtue

best advice there is

I tried microdosing shrooms every day or so for almost 2 years, kinda the hair of the dog that bit ya therapy...didn't seem to help much, if any at all.
Guess it's just the price of the ticket to take the ride.