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Post by deran »

so 10 weeks passed since the injury and there is some improvments

i can walk without crutches, but i do limp along

also i do have "good" days, no pain at all, nearly no limping, but also i do have "bad" days where pain is nearly that strong as 8 weeks ago, i quit using pregabalin on a regular basis, i only swallow them when pain is too strong, i quit as they lost their magic, they dont help always, admittedly i did overuse em, more than "its advised", and i guess i fucked up my tolerance on them, daily max dosage is 600mgs, and i was like on 2400 - 3000 mgs - i do hate em, as im aware that good meds should be in the lower mgs or even better in the mcg range; bc of all that shit i switched to occasional opiates - im dumb and i did have had an opiate addiction in my former life - but its the only thing that helps; im aware that no doc will prescribe me a fentanyl patch, that i could plaster onto my foot, so i did snort some di acetyl morphine , aka heroin, which blew away the pain like nothing else, its not cheap, therefore i cant become hooked up again, also i try to keep it to 2 time a month max, so that i dont prove my dumbness - again!

the shit that makes me most angry is the fact that i have become so much weather sensitive , i dont need any weather forecast, i didnt wanted to believe this, but i checked it up, blindly, having my foot hurt, telling my girl that weather is going to change, without looking at the forecast, and geuss what - its even more accurate than the forecast - damn

i will have to move

youve seen that in movies that are filmed in london, the peeps there always take their umbrella with em, i checked the rainfall graphs (and temp graphs) and here in the bavarian forest the graph is showing that i do have double the amount of rain than over there in london - fuck that!
i need some sunny dry climate until my foot is back up to normal .... and beeing the optimist i am, i was told this can stay until death or at least for some months more

being handicapped an unmovable is such a punishment for my young and hyperactive soul, i cant put it into words - fuuuuuuuck!

officially you are dubbed old as soon as you are 50 years old, what kind of crap is that??? yes, there are ppl that are alreay old when they become 13 years old, but they dont have a place within my life anyways ... mofos....

im inpatient as well, as i got 2 blotters of yummy lsd here thats waiting for my foot to be regenerated , i cant take em just to have a bed trip with pain ...

damn
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Post by roller24 »

Glad your'e improving

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Post by rSin »

california 'highlands' is all the news

a sections of the city of sanbernadino
i know the area well


ive been down on excons rolling over and not fighting back
but i guess weve a guy who was

wonder the real story...
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Post by rSin »

learned recently about an odd perv this friends had been searching for

wanted an app that would turn siri into an abusive language user as it directs your driving to the address you want


'dammit bitch, you missed your turns...'
'if you dont do what i say blah blah blah...'


apparently there is a market for such strange tastes


said he thinks it funny enough he'd use it


well, ok...
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well..


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