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bentech · Post by **bentech** » Sun Aug 12, 2018 3:04 am

word out to all the genesis haunt this place
we talk intermitentaly but
just wanted to say

anything extreme you've been thinking of doing im your man

an exaggerations of course but as gestures goes
rational discussion issue wise is presently impossible and given this as a fact most responses is more correctly seen as downright oppositional to 'our' own aims

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Sun Dec 23, 2018 11:30 pm

I find this this much less these days...

youll forgive
hard to explain the freedom im experiencing

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Fri Mar 15, 2019 12:22 am

fuck if I didn't speak to soon...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Fri Mar 15, 2019 12:33 am

and so
there is good reason to grieve
and id like to

but the world is fucking shit
and nobody wants to hear how I feel now

fuck em

Duncan an honest friends of mine

no matter the reason he invested in me
no matter the agenda he was slave to

he loved me

and I knew it

taught me how to read a map

you probably cant

?

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Wed Mar 20, 2019 2:06 pm

- there is no hard time man can event that I cannot endure -

lovely quote
shame to waste myself on its worship...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Sun Apr 21, 2019 5:55 am

got it serviced
oiled up and ready to go

god damn you fucks trying to convincd metheres good work to be done...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Mon Apr 29, 2019 7:11 pm

its a euphemism of course

a quarter of the time you might see it coming
that's rare

mostly just your doing your thing and then your bodies dropping out of space
the space your purpose in life gave up electrically to the body

a shot throught the brain and that's all done

you sag into the slump your natures gets to drag a few breaths out of but
your done

death rattles

and if your lucky

that DMT kick in and your brains reads off this final failwell

this big guy talk you as if you were his good and faithful servant

good luck with that...

bentech · Post by **bentech** » Mon Apr 29, 2019 7:37 pm

their gonna shoot me in the head

at that moment
im fucking charge in eyes open

glorious perception of the color and light violent edges of places where the creator marks out space to hose down...

you cant change your mind without this writing a tomb

hello

awake?

want better?????????????

all you gotta do is give up everything you can put a finger on
heaven luding this as such I suppose

good luck managing that...……...

rSin · Post by **rSin** » Mon Aug 19, 2019 4:08 pm

well fuck if that don't sound happy...